Monday, August 21, 2006

had this weird dream.

it was set in an ancient time, not really ancient in fact; everything had abit of red indian/american touch to it..u know..those tribal people with hawk's feathers as their headdresses.. i was standing outside a mud castle, watching people paint murals on its walls. i forgot what the mural was all about, but the moment it was done, it was somehow washed away, revealing another sequence of pictures; a man -> a dead man -> burnt man -> his skeletal frame. bewildered, i looked up into the sky. i saw a hawk -> a dead hawk -> a burnt hawk -> its skeletal frame(dont ask me how it remained in the air, its a dream after all). the nxt thing i know, i was brought to realise that earth is gna be burnt up. gargar cliche stupid storyline. and yea, somehow we were gna be part of the sacrifices that the galaxy is gna make, in their war against another galaxy. somehow we're gna get targetted by concentrated sun beams such that everything will be burnt to ashes. i wanted to do something but i couldn't; how can someone stand up against the power of nature? so there i stood, slowly accepting my fate that my death will just be but a figure. a lone life has no meaning amongst the infinite amount of organisms that exist in this cosmos. so i found a nice spot to die; on some altar. there i slowly felt my skin get burnt, the searing heat tearing thru my body and reducing me to mere bones(don't they disintegrate?). and of course, i felt dead. i was dead. it was only until a few moments later when my spirit came to consciousness. i can smell my burnt meat in the air. but why am i alive again?

its just a dream after all


i found a diamond at 11:42 PM


Monday, August 14, 2006

hello..im back. been kinda busy these days. 6 more weeks to start clearing leave! man this year has passed really really fast. my grand juniors should be mugging their way now..for a lvl prelims perhaps? i nv got to know many of my juniors though, still remem seeing my deserted mortal(whom ive nv wrote a letter for) with her bf at pasir ris park while im running~ seems that all girls grow up to be more pretty? or is it just that sch uniforms make them look more dull. this seems to apply to ppl like limin and suet and the list goes on~

so many events have happened this year! well i cant say anithing abt the organisation im working under now, else i may get charged for breaching national security~ ahhh so scary -.- lets do a brief recap. if i still remem

jan -> hafta be work work and work. cant disclose much haha
feb -> patched up with an old friend of mine. met jacq on v dae! she confirmed that my artistic talent = 0 haha
mar-> hmm nothing much that month. fran's bdae? the card i made for her last year is still in my drawer tho
april -> another non-existent month. have almost zilch recollections of what i did man. must have been work again...
may -> her birthday
june -> starts life without my toy.

frm then on, nothing really interesting to talk about. but these few mths have been rather sweet. hahahaha


i found a diamond at 9:41 PM